Scarred people are beautiful. Just look at Christ…

Think before you say something.

true…Words are more hurtful than physical hate. I know this.. I’ve been here too. But by God’s grace He healed the wounds- Inside and Out.

A Reminder of My Past…

I used to be a cutter. I had everything: Family, Friends, Reputation, God (I thought I was serving Him). But still I cut myself. There was this emptiness that could not be filled, maybe the pain through the cutting could fill it. It never did.

Then everything fell apart: Me, I lost everything because I gave myself to someone, my family was disappointed with me, my friends turned their backs on me, so I cut more and more.

But I did things more than cutting myself, self-inflicted pain. I felt ugly because I was fat- self harm. Deep in Lust- self harm. Anorexic and bulimic- self harm. Being in a lustful relationship with a boy- self-harm. Drinking and smoking until I could black out. Just like what downtowndaisy said…Not all self harm are from cutting. It’s even from the little to big things you do to your body that dishonor it.

This picture, it’s a reminder not to go back to my past. There are still scars. I still feel it in my arms, but the pain is gone. God took it all away and He told me something; I am Beautiful. Scarred people are beautiful. Just look at Christ…

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