Write Thing at the Write Time

I've been listening to the same song over and over again for the past few hours. It's been reminding me to hold on. ONE OF 'THOSE' DAYS You know, everyone of us gets one of 'those' days.  The kind of day when you wake up, a part of you wish you could sleep more or not wake up at all. The kind of day when you've lost your appetite or nothing seems to satisfy anymore. The kind of day when you just want to stay inside your room and be alone but at the same time you feel so afraid to be alone. The kind of day you wish you were somewhere else or somebody else. When you feel more lost than found.  Trying to put that brave face on so many times that you kind of forget how are you really.  A part of me doesn't like one of those days but we all get them. WHAT DO WE DO TO HOLD ON THERE? Pray.  No one can really help you but God. No one even yourself can really comfort you.  You can call or text someone and even talk...

Its still hard to accept that what used to be your reality is now just a memory. Almost there. Not as hard as it used to like a few months ago. Heart is light. Joy is back. A few tears still fall. Not as sad anymore when I see the pictures. The faces that once was so tangible and real but now are just a blur from distant memory. Shadows that at times haunt me at night but also make me smile and make you still grateful even if it did not end well. Maybe somethings are not meant to last. #dabda #acceptance #prose #poetry #hugot