Write Thing at the Write Time

When a person makes God dispensible, everything else will also be.  Money, fame, people and self.  Why?  Because if God doesnt fill that eternal gap, nothing will ever be.  The person who dispenses God will lose their morality.  Only the sense of eternity are we awakened to the truth that everything has a beginning and an end. Without the end in thought, we lose all morals and run wild doing what our raging human nature will incline us thinking it has no consequence.  No end.  A person who has eternity in mind will make God indispensable, knowing each breath is precious and live in awe and holy fear of a God that person knows will judge him or her when eternity begins.

Sometimes, we are the ones who made the worst monsters we wish we've never known. The very snake that we lovingly raised to bite us. The very best friend that is now your worst enemy. Or the Judas, after years of friendship, betrays us with a kiss and valued your friendship cheaply like they were 30 pieces of coins. The Peter we raised up so closely just to deny us not just three times. The very hand we used to hold and lead are now the hands that sinks deep, knives of lies and deciet on our backs. That we created the very rebels like David did with Absalom, our very own children, who will rise up and chase us away. I realized that I created them. The very nightmares I cry about every night.  Anger rises up inside you. You want to express that rage. You want to break the face of the one who used to make you smile but now just makes you cry. But as you lift up your fist to give that first blow, you stop and slowly lower your fist down. As you look into their eyes- the monsters,