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Today, I received a text from my mother saying that my Father still have stones on his left and right kidneys.

I don’t know what to do…I just stared at the text and tried to send a message that would encourage my parents. The message was sent but I was not just convincing them that everything’s gonna be ok. I’m still trying to convince myself too.

I have this urge to run away and lock myself in the room and just cry. But I’m at work and I have to do a lot of things. I look so calm (the way I usually am) but God only knows how I’m feeling. Lord, please calm this storm in me…Help me Get through the day..

“Psalm 103:1-4
Praise the LORD, O my soul;
all my inmost being, praise his holy name.

Praise the LORD, O my soul,
and forget not all his benefits-

who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,

who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion.”

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